The way the curtains flow
o u t w a r d
In the wind,
Like ghosts slipping in and out of worlds.
The way the darkness slowly
sets in,
Casting its black sheet
&
Recycled thoughts and warm snowflakesLonely heartsConnected in weird, twisted waysTraders of love & emotions, and Butchers of truth & fateTheir miserable lives, from up aboveI spectate...
Burning skin with core so numbA machinery of dismaySlowly succumbsTerrified eyes, sad & dullTear ducts driedLife; harshly perpetual...
Recurring nightmares of selfish loveA vicious cycle;Painful touch and a deadly shoveUntimely death by the one you lovedUnsettled soul left to wander aimlessly on earth...
I created you;
From your tears
From my blood
Defunct ashes & lifeless dust...
But now you've grown up
Learned to hurt, and
Learned to be
i promised i'd never be. by it-isnt-that-hard, literature
Literature
i promised i'd never be.
I have become the person I promised I never would.
I've changed,
for reason, known, and unknown.
For household reasons,
for stress reasons.
But I have changed.
For the better,
or for the worse?
Is still to be determined.
But I have changed.
I have become the person I promised I never would.
Simple words intricately weaved
Cruel laments sounding so sweet
Unseen to the skies above
Unheard to the winds of fleet
I lay confused
Deep within
The many layers of lucid dreams
Diligent demons
Of hate & rage
Floating calmly in my never ending sleep
Far away from the carnal world
No sins, no temptations, & no regrets
I gently free my shackled feet
And next the burdens of a million years
I untie
My few victories & my many defeats
The people I've killed in love
& in wars
The people I've hurt without any cause
Illicit crimes i committed everyday
Just because i was young and
I was strong
I finally free myself
From all the
I think Im falling
in love with you.
But Id rather
Fall in lust
Give me pleasure
Without the pain,
Give me closeness
Without the trust
Give me breathtaking,
Without the beauty,
Give me enjoyment,
Without wasting time
Give me everything youve got,
Without having to make you mine.
Feel the vital kiss,
With a mouth as smooth as oil,
Feel your body ripple,
With a pleasure that shall not spoil.
Feel the intense nature,
Through a simple glance of skin,
Feel your whole mind fill with intensity,
As lust slowly enters in.
Let this animal devour you,
As your want becomes your need,
Let it destroy your morals in
You'll miss me
Whenever you'll feel loved
You'll miss me
Whenever you'll be hugged
you'll miss me
Whenever you'll see two happy birds
You'll miss me
with the fall of every rain drop
You'll miss me
When you look at your wrinkled hands
Those empty spaces between your fingers
Won't ever be filled by any other man
You'll look up at the sky, wanting to cry
But in the clouds you'll see me & You'll give a cute lil smile
You'll hear me in the sound of the winds
The cool summer breeze when it touches your shins
Will bring upon all the memories of the strong & the weak
With every young couple passing by
You'll remember your days with
This truth it has stabbed my heart
Like a thousand needles slowly making their way
This love has made me fall apart
I'm broken glass, I'm the broken glass of man
The stabs gets harder every day
The needles they come closer to my heart
As I grow it tears me to pieces
I'm tattered cloth, thrown in the litter
As I try to recover and stand straight
I realize how crocked my back has been all this time
I can't walk straight
Cause my guilt and my shame, brings me down
But even thought through all this
I have still small light that shines to me every day
Cause even in my darkest days
It can still make me smile, it always wants me to
All these mistakes that I've made,
you brush them all away.
You tell me it's okay,
no matter what they say.
You never get mad,
for you truly understand
the pain I've suffered through,
and how my life has been split in two.
This goes out to the one who holds my heart;
We will never fall apart.
God forbid we do,
because I really need you.
I can not face the darkness alone,
my soul is no longer made of stone.
You soften the clay of which I was made.
All I ask is for you to stay.